The Road... Where does it lead me?and where does it end? :(

Remember when we were in school? When the teacher distributes all these forms regarding what you wanna be when u grow up? Yeah .. well.. When I was in primary school.. the 3 top choices were
1.Vetenarian
2.Fireman
3.Teacher

hehehe......

And then came high school.... It kinda changed...One time, I was asked to give a talk to my juniors about how I allocate my time for school and play.... right after i was done, the MC kinda asked me what I was gonna be ... I told them i wanted to be a "tukang masak"... every single person in that hall laughed at me.. hahaha...!! I was serious u know... well... thats what I did .. After highschool.. I went for culinary art course at one of the suckiest college in KK... I wasnt able to complete my studies due to my financial difficulties... :( But its ok .. I learnt that education is not everything.. It helps u in a way.. but nothing beats experience...Well .. at least thats what they say ... And I also realized that im not the type that stands in a big warm room where everybody rushes in and out trying to cope with today's culinary demand....the head chef screaming at you ... etc etc...

Thats when I tried my luck at tourism... I went for my tourist guide course and I was awarded with a license.. yeah.. So I thot this was it... Im an adventurous person.. I like nature and I like to go out there and explore.. I kinda like the money and the tips at 1st ... but ... It got me thinkin.. Its just not me...Its just not me to fake a smile ... and lie to foreigners about whats good about this and that...

So I kinda took a break from tourist guiding.. But I still renew my license from time to time...

And then I found out about how interesting it would be to take up photography.... yup... I learnt about it from the internet... Books and experienced friends.... But it is such a costly career... A camera itself costs more than what I can afford.. not to mention the maintenance... and the upgrades u need to do with it... to be able to produce and present good artwork...... I have taken this one on consideration.. I still like it ... but ... I dont know wether or not to continue with it....


The only thing that is on my mind right now is ..... music... MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC!!!!!!!!

Love it... That is all i could think of ... Its my life.. its everybody's life... Its right there waiting for me to grab it by it's end.. But why? Why dont I get the opportunity... And WHEN!? When is my time?! When will the opportunity come?

For the time being.. life kinda hangs there..... But I heard the we should never give up on what we love ....


(last2 ada juga post sa...) hahaha

Sigh...

I still aint got no $h|+ to bLog about.. where have the inspiration gone!!!!???