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I am 5'7 and I dont really update myself with my weight. The last time I checked, I was 70kg. I have tan skin,brown eyes,i cut my hair with size 1 twice a week and etc.Well, I am just an ordinary person. Speaking of ordinary, I dont have any disabled forearms and my face is perfectly fine. I am straight and so far, I dont think I have any enemies. I am trying my best to be a good citizen of God and also to my country. I want to have a better life and hopefully someday my dream wiLL come true.

Friday, July 8, 2011


When the opposition announced that they will be a riot in Malaysia and that they will be wearing yellow... Everybody who are doing business were scared of being affected by this...... They thought the rioters are the ones to be blamed if business goes bad..... but on the actual day,nothing happened really.. People dressing up in yellow are no where to be seen.. BUT!! Police are everywhere... blocking every road..... arresting everybody to be questioned ...... I think there's only one explanation for this... THE POLICE ARE FUCKING STUPID...... THEY ARE THE ONES WHO ARE CAUSING PANIC AND SPOILING THE ECONOMY.... ...people cant go to work... because they block many entrance to the city.....how can the economy work in this kind of restriction???????? the police are always gonna be stupid in my eyes...... :) "Once a dog,always a dog"

Thursday, June 16, 2011

My definition of the 1Malaysia Concept.....

Its all about MALAY CHINESE INDIAN ...

Sabahans and Sarawakians belong to "others" LOL

I received a phone call from Astro today offering new packages.......

Package 1 is for MALAYS
Package 2 is for INDIANS
Package 3 is for CHINESE

No package for DUSUN ka boss???? Pukiayamama...


Thursday, June 9, 2011

FUCK HERBALIFE and all the other health products

Herbalife? New Skin? This shit does not make you thin...... YOU... its YOU yourself who makes yourself thin....... Its all in the mind man.....

All the people I know ... All of them who takes health products are not skinny because the product makes them skinny... They are skinny because they eat less and they exercise more....... they THINK its the product that is making them thin but IT IS NOT....

They do not want to regret buying all this expensive shit so they got themselves together and start fresh...

No matter how much tea u drink everyday.... and no matter how much tablets u take .... ur still gonna FAT if u eat like a pig and sleep like a pig........


Take all that money that u have used to buy all this products and DONATE IT TO THE NEEDY PEOPLE! ....

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Kaamatan VS God

I'll start with the usual "Its been a while since I last wrote something". I figured that there's no obvious reason to blog because nobody read it,or nobody care about what you write anyway. BUT, I hope I can inject some kind of awareness into the heart and mind of someone somewhere. Somebody who would bump into my post and READ. UNDERSTAND. AND BE AWARE of what I am talking about.

Today is the 31st of May 2011. The grand finale of the Unduk Ngadau, the grand final of the Sugandoi, the grand final of all the Kaamatan (harvest festival) fuss.

And yes, she won the Unduk Ngadau. Crowned the most beautiful girl in Sabah (among the Kadazan-Dusuns). Everybody talks about her. On Facebook, in the newspapers etc etc. And pretty soon she will be on the the cover of some magazine, MAGGI advertisements etc etc . She is indeed beautiful. Indeed she can go a distant with her face. But is she guaranteed a place in heaven? Will God be impressed with her beauty and all the trophies that she won?

And yes he won the Sugandoi. Awarded the best voice (among the Kadazan Dusuns). Everybody talks about him. On Facebook, in the newspapers etc etc. And pretty soon he will be on the the cover of some magazine, have his own album etc etc. But is he guaranteed a place in heaven? Will God be impressed with his beautiful voice and all the trophies that she won?

I never meant to judge him/her or anybody else. Its sort of an entertainment to see these young girls in photos, boys singing their heart out. They make good subject of a photo. They probably participated in this kind of competitions with a good intention. She, to win the free education at the local college and he to win the grand prize and have his own album

So, she had a free education at a local college...
and he, manage to record an album ....

She, never had to trouble her parents for education.. in terms of payment....
and he, becomes famous with his new album.... paid to sing at functions etc etc...

But,does God care about education? ..... Does God care about how famous you were when u were alive?

God is very difficult to understand my fellow humans..... God is complicated.........

Its very hard to have a religion and to have a belief ... I think by now u should figure out why many of your friends or family members gave up on their religion and converted into another religion ... or simply stopped believing to become an atheist ...

They find it easier to stop believing...
They find it easier not to fear God all the time ....
They find it easier not to think about Heaven or hell.....
All they wanna think about is their time in this worldly world ....
How much money they can save.... How beautiful they can be.. How high their education level can be... How many cars they can own ... Etc etc etc..

I know a saying that goes a little bit like this "Its better to live like there is God to find out that there is none, Then to live like there is no God just to find out that there is"

Live in moderation my friends.... Stop going after fame and glory..... It wont mean nothing when ur in hell...........or in heaven .... whichever u prefer to enter.....

Last but not least, Im not perfect.... Im a perfect sinner ... sinful servant of God...Just sharing my thoughts..... Do not judge me... but please try to understand me...... :)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Sabah FEST ka? sabah PEST????!!

I seriously think that Sabah Fest 2011 is a FCKIN JOKE.

Since when did the suluk became cousins with the Dusuns ???!!!! Hahahahahah!! I was at Magellan Sutera Harbour earlier this evening and I was so disgusted with the idea that we are cousins with the suluks. LOL!!

The suluks are originally from the Philippines man. While the Kadazan Dusuns are believed to have settled here from Taiwan. How in the blue hell did we end up being cousins? Shit!!!

And then during the Kadazan Wedding... ada bersilat? As far as I know.. bersiLat is Malay's form of self defense......

Sabah tourism should really take a break from this SabahPEST thingy.... and get new and genuine ideas.... MADE UP STORIES are fcking lame.......

even the foreigners were walking out of the HALL!!!! CAN U IMAGINE THAT!!???

Sunday, February 20, 2011

My Sabahans,Should we give up????!!!!!!!

So many people in Sabah,are too ignorant. and easily satisfied. None of them even know their rights....

we are the POOREST state in Malaysia.

The guy who is in charge is PAKISTANI descent.

The number of illegal immigrants are growing,and identification cars are being issued to give more votes to a political party from across the sea. and the population or real sabahans, native sabahans are growing LESS and LESS. WE ARE BECOMING MINORITIES!!!!

Why are we letting this to happen? I cry a tear every time I think of this. Where is that ancestral spirit? Where is the spirit of the Kadazan Dusuns? We are the dogs now. We bark bark and bark. We're given food,and then we shut up and sleep.

Why are the Kadazan Dusuns leaders letting this happen? Why aren't they protesting???????????????!!!!!! :'( !!!!

Unite ! and you will be strong!!!

Imagine this .. Imagine if all the Kadazan Dusun leaders decided to stand up for their rights....... for their people's rights!

Imagine if all the Kadazan Dusun Leaders can manage their voters to not vote for the government... the POWER will be in their hands !

Imagine if Pairin,Dompok,Ongkili,Kurup,Bumburing,Mojuntin,Masidi,Jahid are able to unite........ imagine if they say "We have our voters in hand,and they will decide whether or not they will vote for the government.... They will vote if you give them what they want......"




WE DONT WANT TO BE THE POOREST STATE IN MALAYSIA!!! (at least 15% of all the state's income goes to the state government)

WE DONT WANT TO BE THE 2ND LARGEST GROUP IN SABAH (just so you know,illegal immigrants is the biggest group in Sabah right now. SEND THEM BACK!!!!!!!)

A friend of mine said, "it is too late to save Sabah" ..... Another said "It is easier said than done,we are becoming more and more like them....the Malays"

So,let me ask you something..... SHOULD WE GIVE UP!????!!!


Kumaa toinsanan tompinai om tambalut ku ngawii... kumaa toinsanan tulun ku ngawii... kada tokou pologoson dot ongoyo iti pogun tokou .... Tokou sanganu pogun ditih!!!!!! :'(

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Enough Evidence to Charge "Sultan". Jadi? Apa kamu tunggu???? BUDUH!!!!!

"Sabah Police Commissioner Datuk Haji Hamza Taib said the statements from the journalist and editor were recorded to confirm that the ceremony HAD BEEN HELD" - Daily Express Newspaper.

Do you know what this means? It was true! It wasn't just some crazy guy claiming to be a King! The ceremony was held!!!! Oh my ghost!! And he is still a free man ?? with Malaysian identification card??????? Member of UMNO???? Allegedly responsible for issuance of identity cards to illegal immigrants.... Astagha!! How can the government let this happen????

Is the government purposely allowing these immigrants to take over Sabah so that they can easily collect the resources without getting any resistance like what we are giving them now?????!!!!

Is this a plan to wipe out Sabahans and let the easily bribed people of Sulu to rule Sabah?????????????????????

This is not something to joke about man! This is super scary!!

The government need to act fast .. and they need to act NOW! If you dont want to lose the votes....... ACT NOW!!!

There is no room to delay any actions man..... The safety of Sabah is in your hands!!!

Sudah kamu peras Sabah begini trus kamu mau kasi biar sja kami begini????????

We are not animals!!!!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Apocalypto-The End of Malaysia,the start of THE COUNTRY of SABAH.Dedicated to all my Sabahans.

To all my fellow Sabahans, I would like to ask you something...
Do you read history books? Do you read the newspaper? Do you watch news on tv? Are you aware of the current issues happening in the world?


All you think about is your boyfriend/girlfriend... Your car.. Your pets.... and your clothes....

Are you aware that those "dogs" that was once were illegal immigrants are making a living in your home COUNTRY of Sabah??? Most of these "dogs" are richer than me,you and every freaking Sabahans in this world. While you work your ass out for a living,stuck in a cubicle all day long, they are living in a mansion... driving nice cars etc etc...... All because they have i.c now.. and they are entitled to get government projects......

Maybe im one of those people who think too much... but Imagine this ......

"The year is 2020..... Malaya is still keen of having Sabah as their "resource" ... They wont let us go.. because if they do, they will lose their main source of income .. They will lose Sabah's oil... Timber .. and Tourism products...... They keep on giving ICs to illegal immigrants.... to strengthen support to their governments.. to add up on voters....

When every single Sabahans have had enough.... all the "local" ministers have had enough.... being picked on by the lousy Malaya... blood have been boiling long enough to burst out .......they decided to stand up for their rights.......

They have made a decision...They decided to take actions themselves... They decided to free themselves by force...... They decided to say "If you wont free us from your iron claws.... we'll free ourself...

Riots are happening everywhere in Sabah.... Insisting that Sabah remove all non-real Sabahans out of the COUNTRY.... They insist that boats are prepared to sent all fckin illegal immigrants back to their own country...mainly the Philippines and Indonesia.... and all Malaysians to be sent back to Malaya...

BUT... Not all dogs would go... some resisted... This leads to violence.... The Dusuns, The Muruts.... The Lotuds.... The Rungus....The Kadazans... and all other pure Sabahans are ready to go to war.... They are saying "Patayo tokou tasu ngawii!!!! ongoyo tokou tulu diyoLo!!!!!" (translation: Let us kill all the dogs!!! We will have their heads!!!!"
All the mothers are crying and screaming ...trying to tell their children not to use violence... But everything is too late..truly, they have had enough...

So they went to war with the boogz and pilz.... and some minorities of Malaysians (just because they didnt want to leave....)

A lot of people died........ and like always.... interference by the United States of America ... and the United Kingdom came too late........the United Nations came too late.....

Only then would they propose to the government of Malaysia to give independence to the COUNTRY of SABAH... Only then they would open their eyes that the Sabahans were not kidding when they said ... they wanted independence ....

From that day onwards ... Sabah was no longer one of the states in Malaysia.... It is the COUNTRY of SABAH.....

All immigrant dogs were given 2 options... To go back to their own countries.. or to go to Malaya (the nation that gave them the IC)..

Sabah is now an independent country ........ We went through a massive blood bath to gain independence .....and we will try to hold on to this freedom..... We are not going to be free from corrupted leaders... but at least we are going to prosper.. and develop like all the other 3rd world countries in the world...... and NOT THE POOREST STATE in MALAYSIA..... with only 5% oil royalty... with ENGLISH as our main language.. ;) "

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Is this what people from all over the world came to see???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

In the Photo we can see houses built on stilts in the Island of Mabul, Semporna Sabah and below the houses all you can see are TRASH!!!!!!!!!!

For those who doesn't know,Mabul is the nearest island to Sipadan Island which is one of the best scuba diving spots in the world. Ever since they removed the resort and put limit on the number of divers to 120 per day, most of these scuba-divers who had to wait for their turn find Mabul as the place to stay.

As you can see in the photo, Its not a pretty sight at all. "They" are making so much money by accommodating tourists from all over the world and they forgot about MAINTAINING THE CLEANLINESS OF THE ISLAND.

Ko mo harap tu pelauh yang kasi bersih ka boss??????????????????????

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sia tidak mau ckp ba pasal ini. Tapi hati sia tidak senang!!!!!! :'( !!!

Sia tidak mau ckp ba pasal ini. Tapi hati sia tidak senang!!!!!! :'( !!!

I was reading some posts by a very straight forward person earlier regarding our position as SABAHANS in Malaysia. I've left these ideas long ago but reading the posts triggers new ideas and emotions sparks in me.

1st of all, everybody knows about how certain individuals who had authority in the past,granted identification cards to ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS from the Philippines and Indonesia for them to be able to vote and give majority wins to these "individuals with authority". This catapulted Sabah's population to 200% in the matter of months/years. I need not mention the individuals who are allegedly connected to these disgusting acts of irresponsibility.

NOW,allow me to refer to these illegal immigrants as "dogs",are dominating some parts of Sabah,mainly Sandakan,Tawau,Lahad Datu and Semporna. They are the ones who in charge of the city council,the local business sectors,construction,cultivation etc etc. And I even heard from their own people that they have plots to take over Sabah. I have a t-shirt that says "I love Paris". I was wearing that shirt one day and one of these "dogs" said to me... "There's a place in Lahad Datu by that name... P.A.R.I.S.. It stands for "Persatuan Anak Republik Indonesia Sabah... And they are going to take over Sabah"

I was like "WTF??!!!"

My blood pressure instantly went to breaking point. One by one my blood vessels popped and I think I heard it popped. If they are planning to take over Sabah, and IF this really happens, ARE WE AS SABAHANS going to sit down,wait and just look as it happens????!!! Enough about Indonesians.

Next,I would like to enter the subject of SULU. Im sure everybody who reads the newspaper,listens to the radio and watches tv are aware of this. Every once in a while, there would be a guy who claims that he is the heir of the Sultanate of Sulu(Sabah used to be under Sulu) and that Sabah is still under Sulu. And did u know that most of the Suluks found in Sandakan still thinks that Sabah is owned by Sulu??? a few years ago there were some rumors that Sulu will launch an attack on Sabah and the F.R.U and Navy went on high alert patrolling Sabah waters and cities that are situated in the coastal area.Once again,ARE WE AS SABAHANS going to sit down,wait and just look as it happens????

I dont know if you have ever thought about this or not,but, I personally think it is too d@mn late to get rid of these dogs for they have "their own people" in the government now. "Inside people" they call it. There is no way that we can be pure Sabahans anymore. Dogs would always live among us. Breathing the same air and basking in the same sun with all of us.

I watched a lot of documentaries on war. Ethnic cleansing is the only way to go. But I think Hitler,Momcilo Krajisnik etc etc are the only war criminals that were able to get away with it. They killed a lot of innocent people in order for them to be the sole race in their country. We can do that here in Sabah. We can kill all the dogs, and leave only native Sabahans. But we cant do that can we? I want to do it so much but my religion won’t allow me. It will condemn me into heLL.

I quote "PATRIOTISM wise, I want my people and only my people to live in my country,to prosper and to go forward. Deep inside I want to kill every single dogs who came here to steal our jobs,rape,rob and kill my people. but in RELIGION wise, I was taught to share. and I was taught to love my enemies. and I was taught that my country does not belong to me.The world does not belong to me.It belongs to GOD the CREATOR"

So when somebody say to me that they do not believe in God, I say to them "God is the only reason why I did not follow the path that Hitler went. God is the only authority that is powerful enough to not let me recruit an army of sadistic-psychotic-ethnic fanatic to kill all these dogs and feed them to the crocodiles. The teaching of God is the only thing that is keeping me sane and its the only thing that allow me to think long and hard before I decide to make any radical change or voice of opinion.

REMEMBER,to have Sabah to ourselves,we're gonna have to go through a massive bloodbath. Is this what we want? I dont think so.

But this does not mean that I would make peace with these dogs. Sorry. Im just not that stupid. Ego lingers in every hearts and minds. :) They are always gonna be second class to me. And I will always think that they are dogs. And when I walk around them,I walk on their heads. I do not look into their eyes,and its not because im intimidated by their often red eyes (due to taking SYABU and sniffing glue), Its because they are just not entitled or in the position to even have a glance at me for I am a proud DUSUN guy of Sabah,My Land.

I think I speak for all the other natives around the world that are being over populated by some other dogs. I speak on behalf the native americans that were robbed by whites and I speak on behalf of the Aboriginals that are being robbed,also by whites. As the Mexicans always say "VIVA LA RAZA!!!!"

About another thing. THE COUNTRY OF SABAH. Doesn't that sound grander? I just found out that we are EQUAL PARTNERS with MALAYA and SARAWAK that forms MALAYSIA. We are NOT ONE OF THE STATES IN SABAH. BRUNEI AND SINGAPORE bailed just in time to save their @$$. They had leaders that are well educated and could see well into the future. And so they are richer and are known MORE than MALAY-sia. Kudos to LEE KUAN YEW and Brunei's leader at that time to make the decision to opt out of the Malaysian Federation.

I was driving some Kelantan-chinese folks in 2010. And the lady that was in the group said "I want to buy some pearls,and bring back to Malaysia". And then her daughter said to her "Mom,Sabah IS in Malaysia". She replied "No,Sabah is DIFFERENT". It strucked me.It REAAALLLY strucked me. When I posted it on Facebook,a lot of the people on my list were like "This if funny!! they dont know that Sabah is one of the states in Malaysia??" They did not see what I see.WE SHOULD BE AN INDEPENDENT COUNTRY OF SABAH. NOT one of the states in Malaysia. Even the peninsular Malaysians does not see us as a part of Malaysia. Which is a good thing if you ask me because we're NOT just another state.We deserve to be a country of our own!!!

Another case was a friend of mine that went to the peninsular Malaysia.Upon arriving ,he went to the money exchange and said "I would like to convert my money into MALAYSIAN currency" . Stupid of him I know, but lets look at this from a different point of view. As stupid as this story may seem,EVEN HE DOESNT SEE HIMSELF AS A MALAYSIAN. HE IS SABAHAN. DO YOU SEE WHERE I AM GOING? ARE U ON THE SAME PAGE AS I AM!????!!!!

One of our well known Sabahan prominent political leader tried to bring Sabah out of Malaysia. But he was arrested by the ISA. After him, not a single sabahan dared to voice out this idea. I've said this and I'm always gonna say it "Teda guna kau pgi skul tinggi² di luar negeri. ko tidak dapat tulung sabah juga.Makan la ko punya PHD ka ... Doctorate ka!!Sial!!!!"

Lastly,ONE MALAYSIA.... WHAT A JOKE!!! hahahaha!!!! BALIK2 3 bangsa yang sama.Balik2 ulang.... M,C dan I.... SATU BANGSA SATU NEGARA? YOU can never unite us la bugger..... kami ada berpuluh bangsa di Sabah.... Kami tidak akan pernah bergabung jadi 1 bangsa..... U can forget about that idea and you can shove it up yours.. WHAT IS YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE ONE MALAYSIA CONCEPT? "My understanding of the 1M concept is "M****U,C**A,I***A" .... Kalau saya mau ckp One Sabah,Im gonna have to fill up one whole page of all the races,ethnics and sub-ethnics in Sabah la boss....Starting with dusun,lotud,kadazan,rungus,murut,bajau sabah,sungai,liwan,sokid,kimaragang etc etc.... Screw 1M idea..... VIVA LA RAZA!!!

Its very childish. But deep in my heart and in my thoughts, I wish that I had all the money in the world so that I can buy an island somewhere,and live peacefully with my DUSUN PEOPLE.Close to my heart. NO DOGS ALLOWED!!!!! And myb pay all these illegal immigrants to go back to their country and we will build WALLS around Sabah... similar to the wall of Berlin and the Great wall of China to prevent them from coming back. BUT THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN. NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS. Mungkin sa akan merajuk dan pindah ke luar negara.. where I dont have to see my COUNTRY of SABAH being over-populated by dogs... SAD scene.. very sad scene....

Recently,my philipino workers were granted with Mykads... They said "We have inside people" ..... I dont know if that "orang dalam" is local or not.. but I hope she/he rots in hell....

There... I've said it.... Some may agree and some may not... But all I ask is,read it carefully ... and THINK about it.. Dont be ignorant....

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Marriage.Having a family.Is it a blessing or a curse???

So ur in love......and u got engaged last year.... and u wanna get married as soon as u can ... to prove that you are loyal to ur future spouse and "to show" how much u love him/her..... and so u got married......

But to me... marriage is not something u can joke about... its something that is fckin serious.... and u cant just get married without considering many things that might come your way......

1st of all... u get married... and u want your wedding to be as grand as u can... U want the best gown....u want the best car to send u to church.... and u spend so much money on food...and alcohol ... U used more best-mans and bridesmaid,u used more flower girls...more than any other couple ever had so that u can be different... so that u can be better...resulting in more money to be used on 'angpaos'..... U hire gong players.... live band...karaoke set..... U want to do this so that people would talk about what they had ..and what they saw at ur wedding... the glamour... the wealth and the exclusiveness shown during ur wedding....

But what happens after all the party,and after all the display?

U end up summarizing the amount of money that you have spent for the whole wedding celebration..... the average money lost to organize such weddings nowadays is 50-60K.... wtf??? If u do business with that kind of money,u can generate more!!!! and u can get married 4 of 5 times to your husband or wife already.... hadoi!!!

Of course ur gonna say " Im only getting married once..... I want it to be perfect..." are u fucking stupid? its not about the wedding !!! its the long run! its about the marriage!!! sampai ka 50thn kamu kawin? atau baru 2-3 tahun suda bepisah pasal tidak ngam sama gaya laki kamu? bini kamu?

And Let me ask u something... after u got over with the devastation of seeing how much money u spent on ur wedding..... You(your wife) gets pregnant.... ROCK BOTTOM!!! Now u are reaLLLLLLy thinking... "Oh my gosh!! Am I ready for this!? Am I financially stable to raise a kid/s? Can I wake up 2-3 times in the morning to feed my son/daughter? Can I go to work without enough sleep time? wiLL i falL asleep at work?" nah...... baru mau berfikir? bodoh...........

Okay...So ur salary went up... and now u can afford to buy milk and diapers for ur kid/s....at the same time u can pay biLLs at home... car installment....but,Do u have any fuckin idea of how to raise ur kid? What to teach and what not to teach them? Are u gonna raise them with the way your parents taught u when u were growing up???

Semua ini kita mau fikir tau..... Bukan sa suka2 condemn orang yang mau kawin... its a good thing.....according to Christian teachings....Its one of the holy sacraments..... at least ur gonna be having sex without committing sin....... But think about what i've said.... and be prepared dari semua segi.... financially,mentally,physically and spiritualy whenever u even think of marriage.... THE END :)