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I am 5'7 and I dont really update myself with my weight. The last time I checked, I was 70kg. I have tan skin,brown eyes,i cut my hair with size 1 twice a week and etc.Well, I am just an ordinary person. Speaking of ordinary, I dont have any disabled forearms and my face is perfectly fine. I am straight and so far, I dont think I have any enemies. I am trying my best to be a good citizen of God and also to my country. I want to have a better life and hopefully someday my dream wiLL come true.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Artis Lupa Daratan

I have a problem with some of our local singers. Some which I closely know and some not so. One of them even came from my own hometown which is Tambunan.

I can not understand why they ignore me like I was somekind of a trouble maker. I was honest as I wanted to be a fan. But it seems like they have so many fans already that they dont need another one.

I know I am not in the position of getting close to them but they could at least pretend that they need me as a fan.

I feel so betrayed and used. I was one of the frontliners-voters when they were still in the so called reality shows. But what happen after? They IGNORED me.

I might be alone in this quest to condemn this local artist but a wise man once said "ONE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE"

Here are some of the artist i`ve lost interest with and started to hate:-

1. Ve**** A*** (Her dad is from Tuaran and he went to the same school as my dad,her mom is from Penampang but I tried adding her on my friendster account and she didnt approve my invitation.I guess she doesnt need me as a fan)

2. Ni*** L***** P****** (Her dad is from Tambunan which is my hometown, I got her number from somebody I know and when I sms`ed her telling her that I was a fan and that I admired the way she sings, she DID NOT reply me)

3.Jo** S** H***** R***** (Her mother is from Kiulu.Again for the same reason, She did not reply my sms. CRAP)

There will be more of these ungrateful figlia di putanas and i am looking forward to hate them.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

The yEar Of 2008

Howkay! Lemme start with New Year`s celebration. I was aLone in Tuaran,celebrating with my friends. Nothing much happened that night,except for 2 of my friends who got dead drunk. One fell into the pond and one played with his own vommit. They were mixing everything up. Beer,Wine,Whiskey and Tapai. Thats a mixture for ? DISASTER of course. Hahaha :)) . Mom and dad was in Tambunan. Eldest bro, Victor was in Penampang, with his in laws. Second eldest bro Valentine was back in Lahad Datu for his primary one`s registration while sister Pet was in Dubai. Practically we were scattered all over Sabah and the world upon New Year.

The next day, I woke up late for church. So, I went home with a terrible headache (no thanks to Si Tapai-Si Penghentam Esok Hari) to take my shower. Next, I went to Kota Kinabalu,for the purpose of working. A friend of mine once said "If you go to work on the first day of the year, you would spend the rest of the year working" . And I said to myself, "Well, I`m not planning to stay at home the rest of the year either" Tap on my own shoulder because I think I have never been smarter and good with words. Hahaha! :))

So, other than going straight into action on the first day of the year, I am thinking , "what else?" .

2007 have been nothing much but AVERAGE to me. I wake up, I go to work, I go back and I sleep. Party once in a while, work out seldom. I wonder if 2008 would be any difference. I might change one small thing after another. Maybe I should party more this year but that would not be a smart thing to do.

I planned to continue my studies this year, but a plan it was. Everything seems to be working against my willing. No thanks to my lousy college. They did not update my performance with the place where I applied for my study loan. And now, I am the one who suffers. My loan was frozen and I have been waiting for them to disperse the next payment.

I do not make that much at the where I am working right now and I can be sure that nobody would be happy with little pay. But what I wanna say is that I am quite satisfied because I do not do that much work.


Life have been dificult for me so far but I have a good feeling that good things will come my way and instead of waiting, I am going to work for it. I do not know where to start and I need guidance, which I have.

I thank God for what He has given for me so far, and all I am asking now is to go JUST a little bit better and I am sure He can give me that. :P .

Thats all I guess. Now, Its just a matter of living life and act like I am happy because that is positive.

"Lo mas importante es el efuerzo y ir con DIOS"